I had my pre-surgery tests on June 14th. The doctor said my ekg was abnormal, whatever that means. She wasn't going to worry about it, so I guess that is a good sign.   I am 2 months away from surgery in Montreal.Read More

Just pondering it... is there anythng better?    Hugs, jRead More

If your in/near San Francisco, this might be worthwhile.  A documentary about Jennifer Leitham.  I think she's a great musician.     http://ticketing.frameline.org/festival/film/detail.aspx?id=2608&fid=49 Take ca...Read More

This is something that I wrote for Facebook, thought I might share with everyone here...maybe for those who are struggling with family, it will give them some encouragement.   Being a transsexual, I, like others in the LGBT community, we have an...Read More

QUOTE OF THE DAY: I do not understand why some people think that having a gay, lesbian, bisexual or transgendered child means they failed as a parent.You want to know what REALLY means you failed as a parent? - Disowning your child means you failed as ...Read More

Maybe I've hit my genetic limit at a 37' bust. The puraria murifica and saw palmetto stopped providing the right hormonal feeling after a couple of weeks of maximum dose. So now I'm going to stop and see how much I can lose from my waistline. I'm usin...Read More

I received all my paperwork for my August surgery today. I will read all of this tonight, I need to initial a couple of items and mail a couple of things back. Less than 4 months to go and I will be in Montreal for gender affirmation surgery.Read More

A movie worth watching, in my opinion. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=njSV5LtVmR4&feature=player_embedded   Read More

Update, I've been hovering at 170 last few weeks.  I notice definite loss of tummy fat, and an increased lightness of being.  I feel better about myself.  Someone asked about my BMI; I had to look up that's it's Body Mass Indicator - a s...Read More

I've, for a very long time, studied and transcribed, basically, straight ahead jazz saxophonists, like Sonny Stitt and Coltrane.  I've been trying to listen outside my "box" for a few years.  Thought this was beautiful.   http://www...Read More

Still on my quest to go out fully dressed, bought a new purse the other day thinking I need all the accessories to pull this off!  Now I just need a few more 'casual' outfits and I'll be set.  Still need to find the time to work on my make-up...Read More

Busy taking pills and massaging to get my breasts growing again. I hope to add another inch to my bust and that will hit my genetic limit. I'll go bra and wig shopping in May and post some new pictures.Read More

Ocasionally girls will tell me that I am living their dream, some times a dream should stay a dream, because when it becomes real, then all that is left is real life in all its beauty as well as the harshness of reality.Read More

Rolling Thunder (Shoshone Invocation) Lyrics: Rolling ThunderMusic: [Hart]A spoken introduction to Mickey Hart's first solo LP, with minimal instrumental accompaniment. To the east, where the sun riseTo the north, where the cold comes fromT...Read More

These people/this person, and entities like them are responsible for crimes against humanity here and around the world.  Scott Lively, Abiding Truth Ministries, Focus on Family, FRC need to go. (In my opinion) This is a great start. "Sexual Minori...Read More

Quiet day, sunshine, nice, no rush or drag to head to work.  Subtle smile; relaxing joy.  What's it say about my mood to have Elton John's "Your Song" playing in my head?  "It's a little bit funny, these things i do...."   Morning ...Read More

The world stands out on either side No wider than the heart is wide; Above the world is stretched the sky, -- No higher than the soul is high. The heart can push the sea and land Farther away on either hand; The soul can split the sky in two, An...Read More

I have started an acvice column. Come visit Auntie's Bad Ddvice For Bad T-girls at http://social.tgirlnet.com/connierotten/ See you there it will be fun.Read More

well it's 3:15 am, i can't sleep. i tried to log on to the free chat, but it says "authentication failed". don't know if it's a sign i've been booted, or if an app is failing on me. doesn't really matter right now anyway except that when sleep is lacki...Read More

  In the past few months my courage has grown. I have come out to 4 people since October. The biggest reveal was my mother. I was pretty surprised by her accepting reaction but then again I really shouldn't be. Moms are the best! She understood an...Read More

If you have the time, I thought this was worth viewing..   http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qKpxPo-lInk&feature=player_detailpageRead More

hello again me. well let's see what i accomplished today. woke up at 3:40 AM, took a shower and walked most of the way to work. nothing much happened out of the ordinary at work. just putting things in their place. the job is not much, but it pays the...Read More

so i did not do much today except go the the dump and left some old military uniforms at the thrift store. i was drinking some shots of everclear with grapefruit juice and beer through out the day and had 4 slices of pizza, which i ate with my brother,...Read More

Birthday today, and. 5 and 1/2 months left until gender reassignment surgery. I've been on a wonderful journey of discovery of my true self which started in the spring of 2007. I remember when I told my sister, my friends, my coworkers, my mom. I remem...Read More