Depression is oft referred to as "the black dog."  And there are strategies offered for taming that animal.  I went over a list of pointers, steps, to bring yourself up from depression, and thought about where I’m at with each step. &...Read More

How many of you are crazy?  Raise your hand...not THAT hand, eew!  Anyway, I'm pretty sure I'm carzy, to some extent.  Pretty sure is about as sure as I ever get -- what's beyond that, positively sure?  I have little control over my...Read More

I drive through the heart of Austin every day.  Everybody's heard of Austin; if they've been here, they talk about what a great town it is, and if they haven't been here, they say how much they want to check it out.  It's mostly the music sce...Read More

Suppose you put an ad out there in the cosmic classifieds, and then a ride comes, what are you going to do?  Send the cab away?   Read More

When your ride comes, that special ride, what do you need to go back for?  what does any of that matter?Read More

I had an idea about something, but now I can't remember.  I was singing old songs, the clue is in that emotion.  I think I was standing out somewhere; the street by your house, the street by mine.  There were white cars ready to take us....Read More

I am heading to Warren, Ohio this weekend for the Girls Night Out party. I will be in Columbus thursday evening, and then headng to Warren on Friday.Read More

"Why are you so one-tracked, focused on wild sex?' Well, it's like the man said:  "You could talk about same-sex marriage, but people who have been married (say) 'It's the same sex all the time.'" - Robin Williams   He's been there, so h...Read More

"When I do good, I feel good. When I do bad, I feel bad. And that is my religion."– Abraham LincolnRead More

I didn't always make use of the journal space here.  Instead, I blurted things into my profile.  I got some laughs out of it, some decent comments, but I wasn't smart enough to realize the About Me space is limited, and I was losing  old...Read More

I was watching the History Channel, and they had my profile on Ancient Marvels.  Read More

I have a few things to say, in private -- that's what evenings are for!  Evenings are for other things, too, but first the words come, from us, between us, of us.   I have something to whisper in your ear, heart to heart, soul to soul.  ...Read More

When I get older, losing my hair, many years from now, will you stil need me?   I am older, fact of life, have lost some hair.  In fanciful world, I imagine myself younger, prettier, full-maned.     Okay, let me point out a few t...Read More

Everything and nothing; that's the way I feel. In my gut, it's everything, heavy and hard, full of importance.  In my life it's northing, nearly nothing.  My head and my heart agree with my gut.  Probably this makes little sense, and sou...Read More

"Try doing your worst stuff."   I'd been stuck in a jam, and that's the advice I got.  "Crap," I thought, "my best stuff is my worst stuff."  Still I considered the advice. After all, all advice has value, and this piece came from a pre...Read More

Ever wonder what that 3m guy was doing when he invented skicky notes?  Read More

I'm mostly into one-line stuff; I can come up with some clever quips.  But what I wish is that I could just sit down when I'm not so instantly inspired, and put together a decent flow of text. Sometimes you just have to flow, keep moving, respond...Read More

What if God made bugs to let us know what annoying little pests we are?Read More

Why am I so screwed up?  Does anybody know?Read More

My Name is Deena Deluca. I imagine at some point my name may become Deena Amado if I ever fully transition. My first girl name was Kelly Amado and I went by the username of Kellykisskiss on yahoo as I thought it was cute. I am currently 44 years old an...Read More

  Haha, well my last journal post was one of the items stricken when Urnotalone went down. Unfortunately, it was URNA exclusive, which means it didn`t appear on my FB, Myspace, Yahoo Pulse or Flickr profiles, so it is lost to time.   You kno...Read More

I put on my snug (ok tight) lol black jeans and comfy walking shoes and went to a bunch of garage sales seems in summer in the midwest people have a lot of them on fridays and weekends. I dont stop at all of them stay away from ones that a lot of kids ...Read More

TheCOMBINED GENDER IDENTITY AND TRANSSEXUALITY INVENTORY(COGIATI) Your COGIATI result value is: 55 Which means that you fall within the following category: COGIATI classification THREE, ANDROGYNE What this means is that the Combined Gender Identit...Read More

another day of shopping ,being enfemme makes mundane dutys a lot more fun, I had to buy some carpet spot remover and decided to just get femme. I wore my paded bottom girdle and strech jeans with a blouse and My B cup boobs with red wig, OK I prob wore...Read More